So I'm Back Again and I'm Trying

So I'm trying again. LOL. I hate the whole yoyo dieting but I keep failing on the diet front. I watched Losing It with Jillian Michaels and cried through the whole thing. I'm doing good so far and I hope I have the determination this time. I'm so tired of being on the platform and looking up and seeing myself on the screens and seeing the huge person I've become. I'm happy though and loving my life. My new church was the best decision I've made in a very long time. Being in God's Will and knowing it is awesome. Feels good to be involved and for the first time in close to 10 years I feel like I may have a future and I can do or be whatever I want, with God's help of course. So pray that I can do this. I need to lose over 100lbs and this time I've got people around me to help push me to be the best me!!!