Can You Say Crash and Burn???

So the whole diet thing is really hard when you are going at it solo!!

You should see the literal JUNK my Mom has been buying. It's so bad I now buy my own food, put it in my own fridge and I now own a little 2 burner thingy. I am becoming very independent and I must say it feels great!!! I keep tossing around moving but haven't made that decision yet.

Walking

OK, so I went walking last night and walked at the park again. In my neighborhood I have an area that is a half mile and it is a trial to make it around twice. This park is so pretty I put my earbuds in and get my tunes going and time flies by.

Last night I walked between 2.5 & 3 miles. It wasn't even hard to do and I was ready to keep going but I had started so late it got dark on me. It's so easy to walk there. I get home and start rushing people around. LOL.

I did so good yesterday with my calorie total. Ate very healthy and the scale showed it today. It's frustrating for me because I'm fighting against my body. I just keep plodding along. Sooner or later I'll save up enough money to go to the doctor. LOL. maybe!! Seriously I am working on getting to the doctor because I know my body is messed up. So someday over the rainbow I'll get there and find out what is really wrong and how to fix it. I am just TERRIFIED of surgery and I'm not stupid enough to think it won't happen to me. I just am scared but every woman in my family has gone through it or is scheduled to. So yeah, heads up I'm not healthy enough to think I'm the one that will escape that dreaded surgery. So I keep suffering. LOL.

Hopefully, all my working out will start helping. I am gaining some muscle and that is cool, I guess.